Ainah's Evaluation and Resolution

By : A’inatul Mardliyah

This is the first day in October 2014. I make two targets. One of them is “writing something with English”. Imust write for more than 5 pages. I told the targets to my friends. Why do i choose this target? Because i don’t wanna make target that i can’t do. There is a middle exam in this month. So, i must fight for it. I think it’s a simple target. But i make sure that i can do more than my targets. I can do the best thing. If i always practice to write English, someday i won’t find any difficult stuff. English won’t be the strange language. It will be my second language.

My second target is “writing Kompas Kampus. And release in Kompas”. Although i always fail in the same effort. Whatever if i fail again, i’ll try it again. Until the fail being tired and don’t wanna follow me again. Be an optimist.

I tell you about my targets in the past September. I have four targets. My first target is reading “Suddenly, One Summer”. The author is Barbara Freethy. She is the best selling author in USA. I bought this novel when i was in Pare. Even if i don’t really under stand about the story, but i wanna make myself be familiar with the English novel. According to my experience in reading this novel, i think if i read slowly, ijust understand a little bit. But if i read it fastly, i become understandabout something that the author want to tell to the reader. I don’t need to stop if i find the unknown word for me. I just read it. But, in the middle of the month, i forgot about this target. I forgot about all of my targets. In my mind,i just thought about my tasks. i couldn’t do the other thing if i still have an obligation that must to be done. So, i did my tasks. i forgot that i have a target to finish my novel. i just read it until 54th pages.
My second target is “writing opinion and short story”. I don’t do this target. I just wrote a short story,and i’m not finish it yet. So, i failed. And the third target is “learning English”. I have done this target. But i learn English not because of my target. I also forgot about it. I think learn English is my need. I have a dream to study abroad, so i must mastering English. There is a good news about study abroad. My university open up the registration to KKN in Thailand. And one of the requirement is mastering English and Arabic. This occasion is just for the 7th semester. I can prepare myself from now. So, i can accepted in that programme. Aamiin.
The fourth or the last target is writing Kompas Kampus. About this target, i actually don’t forget. But i confuse how to write it. My netbook is borrowed by my little brother. He need it to finish his tasks. But i can’t make this to be my reason. I still can borrow netbook to my friends. But i didn’t do it. I just write one argumentation about the foreign countries food. And i send it to Kompas Kampus. I wish that my argumentation can be released in the next week. Aamiin.. Talking about my little brother, i’ve promised to him that i’ll let him to use thenetbook. I wanna help him. I’m very happy when i knew that he is accepted in Unesa. So, i will do the best thing that i can do for him.
If i must make a conclusion about my September’s targets, i will say that i fail. I don’t focus to do my targets. I forget it. It’s the bad experience. I must learn from this fail. I don’t wanna repeat it. Hopefully, my October’s target will be succesfull. Aamiin..

Niente Senza Gioia : There is no day without happiness.
Be happy, Keep smile, baby.... :)
Surabaya, October 1st, 2014

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